Friday, February 28, 2020
RELATIVE COMFORT
Wednesday, February 26, 2020
THE FALLEN
THE WAY THE MAYOR WINCED
A new malady has been identified in the region, and officials are not sure what to call it. “We would not say a virus, necessarily,” said the mayor, after which he motioned to his left and welcomed Dr. Frances J. Bufalina to the microphone. Bufalina began by stressing that she is not an epidemiologist proper but rather a psychoepidemiologist. “That does not mean I am a psycho,” she said to laughter from the crowd, “though my husband might disagree,” more laughter, “so, though, what it does mean is that I specialize in investigating how mental conditions pass from one person to the next in a society, for example anxiety, for example paranoia, for example anger.” Now there was no laughter. She endeavored to describe her most recent discovery. “I can only give an example and leave it to you to decide if you have experienced the same thing,” she said. “Yesterday I was taking recycling out to the bin on my driveway, and a small cardboard box fell out of the bin and landed next to the bin. My first thought was to leave it there. Who cares that it didn’t reach its destination? I began to walk away. Four steps later I was consumed by a feeling that mixed guilt, self-reproach, and a simple recognition of how easy it would be to take four steps back toward the bin— that would be eight steps wasted in all, but only eight steps—and put the little box where it should be. That is what I did. But what was that moment of fleeting resistance to what should be done? Can it derail us? Can we always depend on that moment of recognition of a simple solution? And so, see, we have begun to see cases springing up across town that are similar but not identical, and that affect all corners of our lives: organizing meetings at work, picking up children from school, acting with intimacy in marriages. A minor obstacle arises in the completion of a task, and we balk at the effort required and to some degree revel in its incompletion. We begin to move back toward a world of chaos that we have in part created, only to—we hope—have our better nature settle back upon us. We do not know the precise progress of this disease, let alone its fulcrum, so we are watching closely for the moments when the momentum of walking away outstrips the magnetic pull of returning to fulfill the obligation in question.” The mayor now returned to the lectern. Bufalina made one final remark, which explained that she has dubbed the new condition “rorgetfulness,” which she called “an inelegant portmanteau combining elements of regret and forgetfulness.” From the way the mayor winced, it is unlikely this name will stick.
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Tuesday, February 25, 2020
COOKSHOW
THE TRAGIC FALL OF DR. MITCHELL
Monday, February 24, 2020
BOUNCING BACK
Sunday, February 23, 2020
DARE TO KNOW
Friday, February 21, 2020
KAREN SAYS TALL
Thursday, February 20, 2020
IN A MARVELOUS MANNER
THE OLD MAN AND THE SEA
Not an ordinary person, but a woman born to fame.
Her sister was a shadow until her weight increased.
They were looking for the bird. They meant to do it harm.
Her eyes were filled with sadness. They were large and looked at me.
She said he was Napoleon, but I’d have none of that.
After which she pulled me down into the waves below.
I didn’t know just where we were, or even what I knew.
One inside the other, held there with a strap.
Then she took off everything, except for one black glove.
As the bird sang out her name, distant in the heights.
I asked if she’d wake me up. She curtsied and demurred.
THE ENTREPRENEURIAL SPIRIT IS INEXTINGUISHABLE
Wednesday, February 19, 2020
ROCKETING NORTHWARD
AN ILLUMINATED PORTRAIT
Tuesday, February 18, 2020
NFL INJURY REPORT
PROBABLE
QB Jim Perkins (elbow)
QUESTIONABLE
WR Louis Howard (toe), WR Dequan Pope (groin), CB Trevor Rolle (biceps)
DOUBTFUL
TE Anthony Geraghty (knee), DL Tim Plumley (concussion), DL Ross Harris (years ago, in Buffalo, where he grew up, he had a lawnmowing business. He was an enterprising teenager and managed to put away a considerable amount of cash. One day, he was hired by the Lawrence family over on Jasper Street. He jumped at the chance because Mr. Lawrence, Don, was the head football coach at the university, and Ross, who was already a high school star, harbored dreams of playing for Coach Lawrence one day. Ross mowed the Lawrence’s lawn all summer. He gave coach Lawrence a discount. Mrs. Lawrence brought him lemonade or water sometimes, and once she invited him to stay for dinner. The Lawrences had no kids of their own, and for a while there Ross almost felt like part of the family. Then, one week in August, he was over at the Lawrence place when a young woman he hadn’t seen before came outside. “Hi,” she said. She was in her twenties, he figured, older than he was but younger than Mr. or Mrs. Lawrence. She introduced herself as Anita, a friend of the Lawrences from out of town. Anita vanished back inside the house and then returned with a bottle of Italian beer for Ross. “Coach Lawrence loves Italian beer,” she said, “so I’m thinking maybe you will too.” Ross had never had it but he nodded. When the woman handed him the bottle, he noticed a small deep scar at the side of her mouth. It made her look a little cruel but also more attractive. She caught him looking. “I went through a car window in an accident when I was seventeen,” she said. “My husband says it makes me look like a gun moll.” Ross was seventeen and he said so. Anita laughed and told him that when he was done he should come inside, because the Lawrences, who were out of town, had left him an envelope. She thought it might contain a summer bonus. “Might contain,” he said when she left. He liked the sound of that. He hurried through the rest of his job and went inside. Anita was sitting on the couch and called him over. She kissed him once and asked him if he wanted to go upstairs with her. Ross was big, and though other kids thought he was experienced for his age, the truth is that he had never been with a girl, let alone a woman with a scar on her mouth and a husband who said things like “gun moll.” He stammered an answer that he could only reconstruct later, when his heart had slowed. No, he said, but maybe they could just stay on the couch. They did stay on the couch, mostly, though they also used the chair next to it and a bean bag-type thing in the corner of the room. Anita was a little cruel; in that regard, the scar was an accurate predictor. Ross collected his clothes and left in terror, forgetting the envelope with the summer bonus. The next week, he came to the house and rang the bell. Coach Lawrence answered the door. Before Ross could even speak, Coach Lawrence blew up at him. “That was my sister,” he said. “She was between hospitals and staying with us for a few days.” Ross was dumbfounded. “Hospitals?” he repeated. “Psychiatric facilities,” Coach Lawrence said, biting every syllable. “When we were kids, she tried to burn down our house a few times a year. She got that scar from one of those times, when she stayed in the burning house too long and then had to jump through a window. People around town know about her. You mean to tell me you don’t?” Ross said he didn’t gossip much on account of devoting himself to football. Coach Lawrence steadied himself against the doorway. “She was fine until she was thirteen, and then her mother, my mother, went through a difficult time, and she somehow passed that on to Anita. They call it folie imposée.” Ross said that he was sorry. Coach Lawrence’s face, which had softened momentarily, hardened again. “She’s in no condition to be taken advantage of,” Coach Lawrence said. “You had better pray she isn’t pregnant.” Coach Lawrence closed the door, more in defeat than in anger. A few weeks later, Coach Lawrence resigned suddenly from the university to become a pro coach, an assistant with an expansion franchise. Ross attended the university, where he was a two-time All-American, and was drafted high in he second round by San Francisco. His rookie year, he led the team with 9.5 sacks, finishing third in rookie of the year voting. In the offseason, Don Lawrence was named the head coach of the Buffalo franchise. When Ross found out that San Francisco was traveling to Buffalo in the second game of the season, he waved his hands in front of him like he was fending off a rumor. “Can’t play,” he said. He made the trip to give his team emotional support and then, on Saturday night, drove slowly by the old Lawrence place. The lawn was well kept. On Sunday he holed up in his hotel where he watched TV and drank a six-pack of Italian beer, for old times’ sake).
OUT
CB Antoine Harris (hamstring)
Monday, February 17, 2020
TEAMWORK
RELIANCE ON RELIANCE IS UNRELIABLE AT BEST
NO ONE WAS SAVED
ANNOUNCEMENT OF RESTORED CONTACT
Saturday, February 15, 2020
LOCAL WEATHER
Friday, February 14, 2020
MAKING PEACE WITH THE PRESENT
BUCKY AND THE BEES
THREE MEN NAMED JOHN
Thursday, February 13, 2020
HOT HOT HOT
MEANINGFULLY DISTINGUISHED
Perhaps the finest recent portrait of an absence—“Buco Vuoto,” by the Italian artist Argento Rumoroso—is now to be seen at the Greenback Gallery, where Professor Flinders Perkins is holding his annual exhibition of works that do not and can never exist. All the works here are identical to one another—the Rumoroso cannot be meaningfully distinguished from a canvas by the German painter Lotte Silber or a sculpture by the Finnish ironworker Melissa Hopea, even by the most trained eye—and all were found last winter by Perkins and the students of the Berke School on their yearly tour of Europe, which none of them took.
Wednesday, February 12, 2020
TOO LATE TO MAKE A FIRST IMPRESSION
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
EMPHASIZING THE PARAMOUNT NECESSITY
Monday, February 10, 2020
RETURN TO SENDER TO SENDER TO SENDER
Dunkirk to Paris, jog left for Ghent, no, too far, but I can make Lens, right? The mirror in the car has been polished to a shine, and yet I still cannot see that it is me in there, not even when I squint. In Lens a woman is standing outside a small grocery and a dog almost as large as her has his paws up on the wall as if the two of them are schoolmates on a break from an exam. In Ghent there’s a young boy, maybe not even as old as the girl, holding a guitar that has no case. Neither the boy or the girl is in the trunk. I never went to Ghent. I never even went to Lens. I am looking in the mirror at a liar’s eyes.